"Marry the person you know can uplift you morally and who will always remind you that allah is sufficient for you in times of trials"

I want to be in love with you easily but it is so hard be in love with you.

I'm scared i'm not worth to be with you or even love you. I may not be the one you are looking for but i'm trying to be the one you are looking for. However, I began to realize i am becoming someone i'm not and i hate that. I want you to love me for who i am but you don't even know that i love you. I think you don't even know my name.

This insecurity of not being able to get you kept me away from loving you. I try my best to think of the worst scenarios like imagining you finding a women which is so much more better and worthy than myself. I even imagine you getting married to a women who will treat you right and bring you happiness till the end of your life.

Yes, i'm not that type of girl. I'm the type of girl who is full of insecurity, too outgoing and wild. The type of girl that does not suit to be beside of you. If you can't accept me for who i am then that just mean you don't love me unlike how i love you. I don't mind having one sided love with you because right now i'm already having a one-sided love with you. I bet right now you don't even know how i always think of you before i go to sleep and wherever i am. Even when i pass by your job place, i wish the best for you. I pray for your health and happiness.

 That is all i can do. I will let Allah s.w.t decided on our destiny whether you will be with me till the end or not. Ameen!

Greetings readers,

It been ages since I last update my blog. Well i am really currently busy trying to adapt to the new surroundings but all is well. HAHAHAHA :D So this week was my formal wear day where we all have to wear formal clothings and do a very formal presentation. It was my first time wearing formal clothes and doing formal presentation. I was practically so nervous which i commit a lot of mistakes but it was all a good experience.
What did i wear during the formal presentation?
My concept was recycle. Yes the dress, peep-toe heels and pashmina i wear is from my Hari Raya Collection. Whereas for the white blazer was given by my aunt. To tell you the truth i spend $0 on my formal wear. How is my styling guys?

XOXO/.



Hello !

Recently i been busy doing short movie for a competition that me and my teammates is participating. I also have given short preview in my instagram if you have been following me. So to check out the video, you have to press the link below. We have created five different kind of videos. I would recommend for you to watch all five of the videos because it is AMAZING !
We also really need your help clicking on this five different link below which will lead to 5 different videos. Do show your support by liking this video. We really need to gather as many like as we can. Hence, do give us your full support in order for us to win this competition.

Thank You So Much !




Goodbye School!! Hello summer.
Who is up for some sun and swimming? Get ready your sunblock and sunglasses. It is time for you to enjoy your journey of life. THROW AWAY ALL THE BOOKS !! Hahaha :D

This year June Holiday my family and i decided we should travel somewhere close but far from the city life. So we found a right place! It is Kuantan, Malaysia and the lucky resort we had choose was Swiss-Garden Resort & Spa. It is the most wonderful places where you can escape from the busy city life and what surprise me the most? The Resort has WIFI but it is free for the first 2 hours the next few hours you have to pay quite a sum. The Resort mostly encourage you to just relax and keep your mind away from your work which is definitely something awesome. Since nowadays everyone is all busy using Internet for work and social media that they even take a second look of what mother earth can show you. It is really a recommended place for you to go. The Resort is amazing, near the Resort is fill with seafood restaurants which is damn delicious and there is more beaches for you to check out not only the Resort beach.

So no idea where to go for summer holiday and you want somewhere close? Go to Kuantan, Malaysia, Swiss-Garden Resort & Spa .

Swiss-Garden Resort & Spa's Beach

Sorry but i forget what this beach called!

This goes to everyone, thank you for your kind wishes ! It is just too sweet receiving birthday wishes. Getting wishes is far more better than birthday gifts but I still prefer birthday gifts. HAHAHAHA :D Thank you so much.



Firstly, Thank you so much to my class E24L for you wishes and you change the class chat group to #FIFIDAY was so freaking adorable. #ONEE24L you guys are the most amazing people i have ever met. I don't know how am i going to change class after the end of semester one. You guys are really one of a kind and no one can replace that, remember that ! I will always remember you guys as the most kindest, cutest, funniest and craziest bunch of people i ever met in my life. To my 2 freaks [Darshan & Eythlyn], you guys are the first people i met even before school start. The spark of our friendship ignite in the interview room and i can't forget that. To all E24L you will always be remember and I LOVE YOU. #ONEE24L



Secondly, will go to my sisters [Fatiha, Fahimah, Shafirah & Marsita], thank you veryvery much for you birthday wishes. You guys are my friend until jannah. You guys are the light to the right path, you guys are my backbone of support. I may have many friends but you guys are the true ones who have stick with me till the end. I hope our friendship will last till jannah. Even if we get married, we will still contact each another and never get seperated. I am really thankful to Allah for giving me such an awesome friends that will be my guardian angel and bring me to jannah together. Insyallah. I LOVE YOU MY UNBIOLOGICAL SISTERS !!!!


Thirdly, will go to my two "chokbak" uncles. Thank you so much for your wishes and being there for me. For always being my listening ear. Even though i'm older than you but you guys are more mature than me and always protecting me. Alhamdulillah, i have a very close handsome uncle like you two. You don't know how jealous all my friends are seeing that i have a veryvery handsome like you two. HAHAHAHA :D Insyaallah, when there is time we will meet up and celebrate all of our birthday together okay?? I LOVE YOU, MY CHOKBAK UNCLES !!!


Thirdly, it will go to my dearest family. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE DINNER AND THE WISHES. I'm truly greatful to Allah for giving me such a blissful family. I don't about richness over money or such. I'm truly happy with what i have right now. A happy and blissful family. Nothing can replace that. We go through thick and thin together because we are one family. Family should stick together at all times. I LOVE YOU ALL even though there are always unhappy times but i threw those memories away and replace it with all the happy families.


Lastly, will go to Allah. Ya allah, thank you so much for giving me this chance to breathe for 18 years and for letting me see the different kind of things life that other was not able to. You are the one i have in times of sadness, happiness, depression and when i'm alone. I am really thankful to you. ALLHAMDULILLAH. I everyday will dua to you so that you will allow me to live a day longer, a month longer, a year longer so that i can see more things in life as i grow older. I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU !! Thank you so much ~~

As i look back on my life, i realize that every time i thought i was being rejected from something good, i was actually re-directed to something better. I also realize that religion fixes a lot of things. It gives purpose to what was previously purposeless. It gives a person a meaning to their life and hope where they would have otherwise given up and there's a new sense of direction. Did it make my problems go away? No! It gave me a new way of coping and started me on a new mentality of dealing with things. Therefore, alhamdulillah.

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